WOW

LOL was at a partybus the other night, and it was actually pretty fun! I had a good night, nothing bad happened! And thanks KF & JV for lookin out :) hahaha, damn what a night!

* DOUBLE pinky sweared. =) *

Thats All I Got in The End..

Me, Myself & I?

ON SECOND THOUGHT: I don't.. I got alot of people that care about me. You guys know who you are, love you all & thanks so much for always being there and know that i`ll do the same. it doesn't matter if we've been friends in the past year or if ive known you like a long ass time, im thankful for each one of you guys, you all mean alot to me :)

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YAY, took my first full day of classes @ DREAM! Im so happy, I wasn't quite happy with myself but thats okay.. IT'll all get back to me soon. Loved Dee's class to falsetto & Gerwyns female empowerment class, both got to me. Especially Gerwyns piece to "ME MYSELF & I" it was all about emotion and I think i showed most of my feelings throughout it. Got alot hiding inside & that's not a good thing to hold things in. * never hold back. But other than that Im happy I got to dance today :)

Still blind..

I just want to DANCE. Everything will get better eventually It takes time..


Its hard to see whose real
It takes time
Living in a world when
you don't know who to trust
Next time,
Slow it down there ain't
no bill you have to rush
It will be fine
Takes time




"JUST SMILE" - meena. thank you love you :)

ouch..

thanks for what you did.
* you know who you are.

M Y DAY.

K well, I had my math provincial. Im pretty confident about it, so I hope did good :) ANYWAYS today was so boring at school, did absolutley NOTHING till the end of school. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY, im back at dance :) (kinda sorta) ugh but I was getting mad at myself, I felt like I couldn't dance properly =\ but after awhile I just let it go and .." dance like theres no tomorrrow " HHAHAH and yeah, practicing and getting ready for a big pep rally even at MEALS highschool: RICK HANSEN, random school in Abbottsford. Im so excited for it, and Im also excited cus JENN, ELWIN, IAN, BONUS are coming back realllly soon YAY! I miss them. haha but yeah another thing thats been on my mind, DUDE I NEED TO GET MY LEARNERS, a couple of my friends already got there freaking N's UGH. Well me.. MISS PROCRASTINATOR haha, can't lie about that! Gotta stop doing that though! It's a bad habit. By the way I got another exam to study for, YIKES. But i`ll do fine on this one for sure :) GOTTA BE CONFIDENT YO. LOL Aw. I miss my COWS I`ll see them this week YAY, haha.

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new thought
I really like this song, just a little hint. My songs will ALWAYS have to do with how Im feeling at the time. HAHAHAH ew im such a fag, OKAY WHATEVS. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY NO SCHOOL REST OF THE WEEEEK SHIIIIIIIT.

I should be..

sleeping.
.. I have an exam tomorrow, I need my rest?
Things I need to bring with me tomorrow:
*good attitude
*calculator
*pencil & erser.
*myself LOL.

**GOODLUCKJAZMINE**; i really need this.

OFF TOPIC

..I deserve this, I deserve getting hurt once again. Been through it, and I know for a fact I've put someone through it. Well that's life, can't always get what you want.. no matter HOW HARD you try, or how much you had to go through. It's all getting to me now.. but I need to keep this thought to myself. No one can know but ME. Just listen to the song, took a risk and words from the song: "But I've been there & I've done that and I promised never to get hurt again.." leaving it at this.

Goodnight<3 Wish me luck for exams, thanks :)

week.. END.

shoot. exam tomorrow! so scared, but its proven that if you have a positive attitude that you`ll do great. Gotta show up with that POSITIVE ATTITUDE! LOL.


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Maybe this isn't really doing any better for me?
I really can't get off track, but its SO HARD.
so prove me wrong. ANYWAYS..

finaaaally tito ray is getting a freaking house warming :)
PAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARTY LOL. ( on a sunday? WHAT THE EFF )
TUTORING? =\

BTW wow.. i really like going to this blogging shit HAHA :D

HOT AND COLD

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
You don't really want to stay?
But you don't really want to go?

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Oh, and another thing.
Don't switch up on me like that.
you think its okay to make me feel
and think all these emotions running
through this big head of mine?
you left it at a certain point & now
act as if everything's back to normal?
Your confusing me, and i'm SICK of it.
Just don't know what to do anymore.
BLAAAAAAAAAH, k gotta keep my head up,
k so anyways..



MY BIRTHDAYS COMING BITCHES! WOOO THE BIG ONE SEVEN OH SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!
what to do..
help me plan? :)

oh shoot.. finally got one LOL.

OKAAAAY! OKAAAY! Thanks meals for making this bloging stuff for me :) SO YEAH, reasons for me wanting to have this is so i can let things out. say whats on my mind.. but not everything :P but yeah so probs gonna be on this like .. alot? LOL is that bad? EH whateva.

LAAATER..
so today i danced @ dream, haven't danced in so long! for that reason being: needed to bump up that math grade PLUS get ready for exams coming up & provincials =| yikes! but anyways.. i felt so good dancing today, i miss it so much.. feel kinda rusty though but i'll get back into it in no time :) i miss everyone at the studio too, feels so different going home everyday afterschool, studying like crazy, getting tutored, doing nothing, on the computer ALL DAY, eating like a fatso LOL :) yupp thats all i do. It's alright though, starting fresh & new.. its an new year! Gotta stick with my goals for 09. Always gotta keep at it, and never EVER give up. Shoot, im so excited for all the upcoming things that are gonna be happening & i especially can't wait to be at the studio and dancing on a daily basis, making every second & dance move there count ;) HAHA but yeah not letting anything get in the way of where my head is at right now. It's in the right place.